These are the Days I Live Since Nancy Died

As The time runs, endlessly, shore to shore and back again, waves of despair to never end, or never resolve and close upon  this terrible length of days.”   -AND

Bleak shadows there residing in the corners of my room, express their depth of sorrow, shedding tears of deepest gloom.”  

Those two verses pretty much sum up where I am on this journey.  I spend my waking hours in an emotional abyss or am frightened of the days to come. Grief is eating me alive. 

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Permalink Reply by BillT on May 5, 2016 at 11:16am

Mel,

I am posting this in hope that it may give you a glimmer of hope:

Thankful this morning, 98 days since my beautiful Mary Kay left this world.  For whatever reason, I slept well and long last night, a first in 98 days.  I cried this morning, but for the last couple of hours I have felt a sense of peace that does surpass all understanding.  I am thankful for this however long (or short) it may last.  

Love and prayer to all in your journey,

Bill

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