The person who keeps me safe is gone.

My dad passed away on December 10, 2008 due to a homicide. i was a witness to the murder and will be testifiying in court soon. it will be painful. there are no words that can describe how much i miss him, im left in this world now alone without a dad. im in high school now and since school just started i feel like trash when it comes up for about mes and timelines. i hope teachers could understand that not everyone they think has a dad, i just hope i could see him again. ive only had 2 dreams about him and there not so nice. i just hope i could have a dream with him where he hugs me tight and tells me that everything will be ok.

i miss you with all my heart dad<3

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Permalink Reply by Megan on October 28, 2009 at 5:38pm
I know how you feel. I lost my dad to cancer. I had to start my senior year a week after. It was so hard. it bothers me when people talk negatively about their parents about such ittle insignificant things. I would give anything to see my dad again. i also have had only a couple of dreams about my dad. I wish that i could have more so that even though i can't see him in person, i can see him and hug him and hold him in my dreams. I miss him so much. i am very sorry for your loss.
Permalink Reply by Jenny J on November 8, 2009 at 3:33pm
My dad died this summer. I just started my junior year of college and I get so angry whenever I see people getting upset about petty things. I just want my dad back and they have no idea what that's like. I dream about him all the time, and honestly, sometimes it feels worse afterward. They're always of him young and healthy and happy and he convinces me I've just been confused this whole time. It's nice while I'm asleep, but infinitely worse when I wake up.
Permalink Reply by jolie on November 14, 2009 at 3:22am
Stormy, I feel so sorry for heard about your dad. I think you should go to court for witness. Its really helpful to catch murderer. I m still praying for you and I hope murderer will catch by police. My prayers and condolences for you. Sympathy Verse

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