i am mad me for bean mad god 

i am so mad at god for stuff he has put us thru  if i sea him or her im worid in i say horble stuff 2 him or her im worid i will puch or slap him or her 

i bleve in god im so mad at god i am i am so mad at him or her

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i feal lk im in hear

i feal loket up in my hed 

i feal lk iv no wear 2 run coz if i run loss will cahts me evry day coz it can i speak 2 1s its died fottos i go on verl ouji bord i sum tims cry in privt hopin thy r ok 

u wory abot hm wen thy hav gon still we do 

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will i evr get parol fr my looss lossgrief prison i feal lk im loket up in

will i or we be evr free frm loss agane 

i no evry got a difrt anser thy do

evry on hear on hear coz of loss so on

i feal lk im bani on my wall let me get way let me run i wish i cud i feal lk im hnd cuft in loss 

i wish i cud run away agan 

i wish i cud run wear no 1 cud fnd me pr yell it me or hav a gp it me i do

saw a plan in sky wishin i wz in it i wud run 2 a plas wear id be freee frm hell u cud say 

sisne 2012 my lif is so mest up i usd be a happy persn u cud say im not so happy nw u cud say 

lozin dad thn multi loss non stp so mush in 1 go in 2012 thn 12 14 15 16

nw mums gt demsena can be so agresv abusv wen it gets goin

i wish i wz in sky flyin 2 wear no 1 can fnd me so i can run run run away frm all lifs probsls i hav 

all i feal is if im lockt up in hear lk im getin punsihd id lk 2 no wot wot idid did i do so bad or wong 

it feals lk me loket up in hear u cud sat im bangin my hed 2 let me go iv bean punshd enuf i ahv iv bean pusnd far 2 mush i hav

im off on rants 2 i need 2 rant

ok im off on1 agan u cud say

im fed up 

pist off

i feal lk evry yhn in lifs so f@@kt up i do 

iv no wear 2 run gan e y cud say

i feal lk slapin god 2 dy day i do coz i feal so sad 

i off on1 agan u cud say

yea  shit hapens but why me why us yea why blody hell us id luv 2 no 

im not a syco path u cid say

wot did i hell i do wong i yell

i usd 2 pray

it end i cundt  i still cnt do it 

iv had so mush los so mysh bad stuf i hav 

im so mad

im so brokn i am

did lots of it

wot did i do so bad i ye;;;

saw sum thgn on tv yday1s its havin a lif sentse is 1s its lostt s1 u cud say yea i got i am havin a lifee setense u cud say 1 wear ill hav 2 day i pass

wor wot did hell i do wong 

im setvin a lif sentens of loss u cud say

im not inp prison real just grief prosn prison wear i can not leve coz loss ner seams leve us u cud say

o why did u mak my lif bldy hellll god why 

willl i evr escap ths loss pane anser noooooooooo

iv no wear 2 run coz it stillll fnds me

im in a losss 

iv servin ths hprbl lif loss frif sentse i am 

im not in prisonn fr real im not juts loss prison coz of pepel iv misst loss so mush im livin a nite mre of hell 

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