In an hour and a half, it will be my baby sister's 21st birthday. I find it ironic that I was so upset that my 21st birthday was such a bust. No celebration, no alcohol.. nothing. Yet, for her birthday, they laid her marker at her gravesite. I suddenly feel as big as an ant for ever feeling "robbed" of a birthday.

Happy Birthday, Amber. I love you to the moon and back times a million. I hope your first birthday in heaven is more than anyone could ever wish for. I miss you so much! <3

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Happy Bday Amber!

Hugs to you Ashley. Keep In Touch.

 

Thank you, Amanda!! The day was actually alot easier than I expected. I kept steady contact with family and at the end, I sent her a balloon with a message written on it. :)

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