I Tried and tried and tried, And I am not getting better. I am only getting worse. my weight and my groin or so bloated I can't walk anymore. I could be surprise I can't even talk. My breathing is worsening. as I write this I am in bed laying down, in pain. how many of us here Are barely hanging on at work? How many of us go in pain? I cry in the men's room and I dread waking up because being awake means another day of suffering in agonizing loneliness.

I'm too weak and I am going to bed and pray that the pain stops.

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Richard, I'm very sorry to hear about all that you're going through and I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain. Have you gone to a doctor or the emergency room at your local hospital yet? I can completely understand when you said that you dreaded waking up, because of having to go through another painful day. I've been going through exactly the same thing for about a year now, somehow hanging on for another day. I don't know how I do it, because every night it feels so much worse than the night before and now it has been affecting my days as well. I start thinking during the day about all the pain and unbelievably painful depression that starts shortly before I go to bed and it automatically ruins any chance I might have of enjoying a minute of happiness during the day. I wish there was something I could say, or do, to help ease the pain you're going through, but unfortunately I don't think any simple words I could possibly say would even come close to helping you now. I apologize before hand because I know what I'm going to say turns a lot of people away, but I'm not sure if you have your own personal relationship with God as I do, but if you do he's the only one that can help you find the relief from your pain. I can remember when someone had said the same thing to me once when I found myself hurting and I regrettably lashed out at him, saying something like "what in the world can he do for me?" As it turns out he can do a lot!! I think one of the problems we all have is, that at the times we're hurting the most we want something tangible to give us relief and not someone we can't even see. Saying a few really heartfelt prayers won't hurt, you may not feel or see any relief right at that moment, but you will. Please take care of yourself and God Bless

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