Feels like I have hit Rock Bottom

5 days after my father passed (6 weeks ago) we filed bankruptcy due to my husbands business being slow. He started a new job so we are slowly but surely getting back on our feet financially....I am having the worst time ever. He works evenings till 11pm every night so he is not around to see me sad. I dont want him to see me this way. He is already worried about me cause of my fibromyalgia constantly effecting me. I guess I just needed to vent. i feel so horrible all the time and miss daddy so so so bad.

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Permalink Reply by Collin Bentley on May 7, 2012 at 12:49pm

Sounds terrible, I have a contracting business so I feel your pain and then to get hit with the death of someone so close.  I recently lost my brother and it has been a mess both emotionally and when it comes to work.  Just a really hard time.  Hold on tightly, things will get better.  Just takes time to get back on your feet and to be at peace with your loss.  I find myself in the morning thinking alot about my brother.  I think because the last couple months of his life I would always see him in the morning--I took care of him with my family the last couple months of his life (he was on Hospice due to Liver failure). 

Well if you are on line and you want to drop me a note don't hesitate.  I always feel better after chatting with someone from here. It is like medicine sometimes simply to vent.  Take care and be well.

Collin

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