feel so alone

It's been 4 days that my Mom is gone. I feel so alone. I tried to call a peer support line and they weren't there due to the storm. Now I feel worse. I don't have anybody. I keep wañting to talk to her and I can't.

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Permalink Reply by Angela Crutchfield on January 24, 2016 at 2:42pm

I'm sorry for your loss I know it can be very hard.

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on January 30, 2016 at 7:26pm

Thank you Angela. 

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on January 30, 2016 at 7:30pm

Thank you Alice. I'm sorry I missed you but I appreciate the thought. Really I do.  It's so weird to have your whole life changed overnight. And it helps to have people like you willing to reach out. Thank you.

Permalink Reply by HollowHeart on January 25, 2016 at 4:08pm

Sue, I"m so sorry. I tried some charity bereavement lines too, they either were closed or were disconnected. In my grief that was awful to deal with. I called a crisis hot line out of desperation. Your pain is fresh and new and hard to process right now. If you need to talk or vent you can message me. We are all here for each other and in the same boat. I hope you're doing OK.

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on January 25, 2016 at 4:59pm

Thank you. Yeah It's hard when you are reaching out and you get a message that says they are too busy or whatever. It just makes it so much harder. Thank you for your offer to message. I may just have to take you up on that. Right now, I have to try and take my evening meds and lie down because I have to go to the funeral tomorrow.

Thanks again . It means a lot that someone cares.

Permalink Reply by HollowHeart on January 26, 2016 at 12:48pm

We're if you need to talk after the funeral. I'm thinking of you today.

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on January 26, 2016 at 7:02pm

Thanks so much. I just got home about an hour ago. I went to my brothers for an hour when we came home. It's just so weird. I feel so unsure about everything. One minute I'm fine, the next a mess. When I'm feeling alright, I feel guilty. Then I feel like I'm weak or something when I'm overwhelmed. It was hard today watching my cousins with their families. I remember when I had that.  I tried not to think too much about it because it hurts. I hope at sometimes I can think about my family without it hurting so much.

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on January 26, 2016 at 6:53pm

Thank you so much. It's been a long day. I was alright through most of it and then started to feel worse toward the end.I keep hoping this changes and I don't have to keep feeling this way. Sometimes it hurts so much I can feel it. Sometimes I can't feel anything. Then I'll  feel bad for not feeling bad enough. And when I feel bad, I feel bad that I can't handle it. I just need to eat something and rest now. 

I want to thank you again Alice. It means so much that people like you care.

Permalink Reply by dream moon JO B on January 31, 2016 at 4:58pm

on hear u r not on yre own

i no im not on hear i dnt get told off or i shud feal lk tjs so on 

sorry fr losss 2 

Permalink Reply by Sue Sedia on February 3, 2016 at 7:03pm

Thank you.

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