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Becky, WIsh you hadn't deleted the other thoughts because the ones you left for us to read were perfect. I think there is a lot to be said for not wanting to be happy again. I feel like that a lot. I am protecting myself because I cannot stand loss or hurt so its just become easier to isolate myself. I simply cannot take the pain it entails. It also is why I feel ready, willing and welcoming for my own death. I had a happy life. I was in love and loved. I really don't need anything else now. Its really that simple.
thanks for sharing.
I know what you mean; I feel much as you and morgan do.
dont no im 2 mest up
You have suffered tremendous loss and trauma and it's no surprise you feel this way. Genuine happiness will not come easy to you--if it comes again at all. I do the same as you, I think back to the "good times" and realized how I had no real problems in my life. Most were solvable and I was happy. After losing my sister, my world has shattered and I'm still numb to her absence. I'm still in shock and can't believe it.
I say that I don't WANT to be happy again either, but it's because I will never be happy like that again. There will be no genuine, true happiness. I would have to rewind my life, and if only I could do that! If only worm holes existed!
I'm glad you shared with us, and I'm sorry for all your losses. I'm glad you have a sibling left available to you.
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