today my mum is dead 6 months.Every little thing reminds me of her.I lost my best freind but the pain is getting worse.Cancer took her within 4 weeks of us finding out that she had it.I feel lonely sad and empty..
Yesterday I bumped into a lady that would chat to my mum most they'd at are garden gate.She told me that a week before mum found out she had cancer that my mum looked sad standing at the gate.When the lady asked her what's wrong Patty as my mum was called , mum said I feel fed up.The lady said why are you fed up and mum said to her.I would love to see my mum rite now and 4 weeks later my mum would then meet her in heaven if there is one.
this made me so sad.Does it get any easier because rite now I'm empty inside.

Views: 246

Reply to This

Replies to This Discussion

I'm at 4 months. My mother also had cancer, but what took her was MRSA infection after she fell and broke her hip. It then spread to her port. There are skeptics but I went to see a medium/psychic and what Mom said eased my mind tremendously. Just know, she is there with you. Really.  Once I had that "validated" my grief eased just a little bit.

RSS

Latest Activity

Gary Ruby is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Tuesday
Julie is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Nov 5
Speed Weasel commented on Speed Weasel's blog post A Return to GriefShare and a Crisis of Identity
"GriefShare is a church based support group. They do have meetings online, but the usual format is a group of people experiencing a loss getting together weekly to watch videos (13 weeks total) about grief and loss. After the video, we talk about the…"
Oct 21
Natasha commented on Speed Weasel's blog post A Return to GriefShare and a Crisis of Identity
"is griefshare a website like this?"
Oct 21
dream moon JO B updated their profile
Oct 16
Morgan Sangrouber is now a member of Online Grief Support - A Social Community
Oct 10
Addie replied to Kali's discussion It was not supposed to be like this in the group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
"Kali I’m so so sorry you are going through this. Grief is hard enough, but going through it secretly, all the while having to continue showing up for your kids, is just brutal. Perhaps your friend was careful to hide your conversations behind…"
Sep 26
Kali added a discussion to the group Being the Other Woman/Other Man
Thumbnail

It was not supposed to be like this

In 2014 I met the most amazing man ever. We were both in our very early 20s and were looking for different things at the time. We ceased communication for roughly 6 months. During which time, he completed basic training and joined the Air Force. By the time we reconnected he was already at his first duty station.. 8 hours away.We decided we wanted to continue our relationship and proceeded to cultivate a deeply emotional connection. Regular calls and video chats, visits while he was home on…See More
Sep 26

© 2024   Created by Ninja.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service