Buried with silence

The pain hurts so much, I feel so along without my soulmate, he was everything to me, the one I dream of having family with. I jus can't live with this silent, bury my feeling everyday, pretend everything is ok, but I'm hurting and I have no one that I can feel to open up to. I'm crying in pain, it's been a while since I wrote on here, I just wasn't feeling it to do anything. My mom thinks once I get my life together, have a job soon, going to gym meet new friends, that I would feel better, and that one day I will find someone, but it's not that easy, she don't need to tell me what's better for me now, I don't know what's better for me, I just know that I'm hurting and I don't know how much space I have to bury my feelings. I miss him so much.

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Permalink Reply by val on June 28, 2016 at 6:55am

hi , yes I know , it consumes our every thought , my husband  passed last weekend , and its so empty now , its so painful, everything in our home we chose together ,24 years yesterday married , best friend,, and its all so many reminders , not got anyone really to tell, im a retirement schem manager and live on site so its constant in my face saying they are sorry every time i step out door, i just want to run away and not come back....its like fog ...keep in touch , keep talking xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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